Restless Soul

i was sitting in panera today, right by the window. 

he walked up to the window and tapped on it. i looked up expecting to see chris or ingrid or something and it was him, in his hat. his gorgeous brown eyes looking down at me. he had his cigarette hanging out of his mouth, like always, but he waved.

he waved at me. just when i thought i was done with it, he waved at me. 

and my heartbeat starts racing again.

why do you have to do this? just make up your mind.